Episode 94: The Fairy Godmother Fund

You’re listening to The Work Of Becoming podcast! My name is Dr. Karin Nordin. I am your host as well as a behavior change expert and self-proclaimed tornado girl. I spent years of my life struggling to change before I finally got my PhD and learned the psychological tools that I needed to actually make those changes happen. Now, I’m bringing you five-minute sneak peeks of how I’m applying the real science of self-help to my life. Let’s get started!

All right, y’all. Today we are gonna talk about something different than we normally talk about, and that is money. So, specifically, I want to talk to you about my relationship with money and the one thing that really changed my relationship.

So, I want you to rewind back about, what is it, like, ten years now — yeah, about ten years — to baby Karin entering graduate school after doing my undergrad. So, I went to a tiny liberal arts college. I guess I paid them off now, but I had oodles of student loans from that experience, and then I didn’t know what I wanted to do after college, so I got offered an assistantship at The University of Alabama coaching their speech and debate team. I didn’t really have another option, and that seemed like a pretty good one because I was gonna get a free master’s degree and a small stipend, and I was like, “Okay, great!”

So, my stipend as a master’s degree was $15,000 a year, okay? I was being paid $15,000 a year, and under that contract, I was not allowed to have another job. So, that was it. That was income capped at $15,000 a year. Luckily, Tuscaloosa, Alabama is a fairly cheap place to live, but during that time in my life, money was really, really, really tight.

I got to Alabama, and I had this apartment that I was living in, and I was really starting to freak out because I didn’t know how I was going to afford basic things. I remember being in the grocery store and on the first grocery trip of the money, I would buy a pack of raspberries, and I remember that four-dollar pack of raspberries was this huge treat because I didn’t normally have the grocery money to buy that type of thing, but once a month I made the exception and I bought those raspberries, okay?

I want to be clear that I did not come from a family where money was an issue, and I’m not gonna go into this, but there was a period of time where I was relatively estranged from my family, and so, when I was a master’s student, that was during that time. So, I did not have anything to fall back on. It was just me. And so, I remember just feeling really, really, really tight, and I had credit cards, so I could kind of put things on a credit card if I needed to, but that was stressing me out because then it was like the debt was going up, and I knew I needed to do something that was going to reframe my relationship with money.

I don’t know where I got this idea, whether it was a book or a podcast I was listening to. I truly don’t know, but I came up with this concept that I called “The Fairy Godmother Fund,” and every paycheck, I would take five dollars, and I would put it in The Fairy Godmother Fund, and The Fairy Godmother Fund was money that I gave to other people completely anonymously in the form of donations. I guess sometimes it wasn’t anonymous because sometimes I would Venmo people. But you know when you’re scrolling through Facebook and you see something that’s shared from somebody else, and it’s like, “Oh, so-and-so person is looking for help. They’re really trying to generate $1,000 for this, that, and the other thing,” and it’s just like a person who’s reaching out for help, and they need a little bit of money.

Now, did I have the money at the time to really be giving to other people? No, I didn’t. But one of the things that I chose to do in that moment was I chose to have this fund, and so, I always had five or ten dollars every two weeks or so to donate to these things. And something about that action helped me focus on what I did have rather than what I didn’t have. That shift made a huge difference because it calmed my relationship with money, and from that calm I was able to make better budgeting decisions, and I actually became less impulsive with my spending.

So, I mentioned this before, but I got into a point later on in my master’s degree where I was in several thousands of dollars of credit card debt, and that credit card debt came from impulse purchases. It came from me being like, “Well, I don’t have enough money anyways, so it doesn’t matter.” And then I would go on Amazon, and I would buy a bunch of stuff that was supposed to fix my life, okay? The way I walked back from that, the way I slowly earned my way out of that debt was, yes, increasing my income. That was absolutely vital, but I kept this Fairy Godmother Fund, and I focused all of my attention on, “What money do I have? Where are the places where I do have enough in my life?” The more I focused on that, the calmer I got, the less I impulse purchased, the more I was able to slowly chip away at that debt, and I didn’t get rid of that debt until well into my PhD, and in my PhD I was only making $19,000 a year, but at the very end of my PhD I started to get jobs on top of that stipend, and occasionally I would get an overload in and things like that. And so, that’s how I chipped my way out.

But that idea of The Fairy Godmother Fund, the idea that I have enough to give to other people even if that enough was only two or three dollars, something about that made a big change in my life. So, I wanted to tell you about that in this episode, and if it helps you, awesome. If it’s not something you can swing at the time, totally get it, but just a thought, just a story that I wanted to tell.

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